Whoever let Malkin get a twitter….Your my hero.
Hunter: I know you two speak English
Semin: Umm, hehehe, nooo, I mean nyet!
You better not die!
Can I just run away from all this?
I hope one day I look back at all this the waiting the wanting the crying the arguing and the pain and I can tell myself it’s all worth it. If its not I don’t know what I’m gonna do. I guess that’s living for you though, you never quite know what your gonna get from the people you meet. To me it’s the should I regret that, will I regret that? Will he regret me? Will he regret the kisses, the laughter, the jokes, the things we prolly shouldn’t have done? Will he forget about me? Will he move on and find the girl of his dreams in another girl? Will he always love me? I just hate this not knowing thing. I want to know where I’m gonna be next year I want to know if we will be together I want to know if this is all worth it. I hate them, I hate it there not because they’re mean or cause I hate the school it’s cause they took you from me. They took the old you and stole it. I want last year I want the hugs in the hallways I want the walking me to class i want the getting you out of class. I always wondered why you never got me? Did you not care enough? Maybe I should just give up. I just I want to know. I want to know what college I’ll be at I want to know. I want to stop crying and feeling the distance I want to be happy.
I just wish everything would go back to normal. I’m writing this with tears falling more like raindrops. I dont know what we have come to anymore. I feel distance where I never thought I could. The feeling of not fitting in. I just want last year back with the hugs and the laughter now all I have is distance and fights and falling apart. I feel like nothing will ever be the same